I'm so grateful for this sweet little boy who is the reason that I am a mother. It's only been 3 1/2 months since we welcomed him into our family, but they have been an amazing few months. Its been tough and most of the time we are just "winging it" as we go along, but its been quite the adventure. I love the way that Ryder lights up when he sees me, that I know what makes him cry and just the right way to calm him down, that he loves me and gives me huge smiles with his big blue eyes just because I'm his mom.
My short adventure into motherhood has given me a profound and deep gratitude for my own mother. She is amazing and I am just starting to understand how many sacrifices she has made for me in the last 23 years so that I can be happy. She is such a wonderful example of how to be a mother- so incredibly selfless, charitable, loving, compassionate, and so much fun! I'm lucky to have such an incredible mother!




























